so i finally got my ID, but now i gotta get a job n idk where to start

i've also been having really weird dreams lately LMAO, esp tn. it was super weird and idek what was going on.

sorry i've been slacking mostly because of my mental health, which crashed since i have no one to hide it from lolll.

anyways, i've been doing a skin care routine, but i need more stuff. i've gotten makeup, but i still need more (i really want the chocolate or swan ballet flower knows collection). i'm also finally getting m ssn, so that's a pretty big step! i'll try to update moreeee.

eek haven't updated in a while but i'm going to update - i'm doing alright, just been having some lows lately, but i'll eventually get over it.

uhhhh, i also want to crochet so bad, it seems really fun, and my shein stuff should be getting here very very soon !!! ^_^

finally moved ! it was very scary at first but i did it. i don't know what will happen from this point on, but i hope everything goes well.

i also got a squishmallow today !! her name is esme, but i might change it, just don't know what to !!! she's very cute and my boyfriend likes her too :3

sooo i started taking better care of myself (like now im working out and doing COLD showers rather than steamy hot ones). the workout actually hurt a lot and i felt like i was dying - but on the rbight side, the shower felt actually good (dk why people complain about cold showers)

alssssoooooooo ny birthday is coming soon (2 more days) and im really nervous.

besides that, i hope i can continue what im doing with the working out and cold showers and allat crap. if i dont its gonna really suck but im praying i dont!!

also i had pizza today yummy